BROKEN HEART

Once again
My heart is broken 
My dream has turn into pieces
Because of you 
I become dead
Because of you
I sad
Because of you
I have no heart
Because of you
I become a doll
Because of you
I become stupid
Every time I need to make a force on you
Then only you have no choice to accept what I am doing
I won't regret what I am doing 
But you
Don't regret that you are who force me to take this choice

THE SMILE IS GONE ～笑顔が消えた～

My smile already disappeared from you

I can't smile in front of you again

I have forgotten since when I have stopped my smile for you

Until now

You have gave me a lot of sadness, disappointed, and turned my world into darkness

Whenever I tried to smile

I feel like something is not right

I just can't smile in front of you

When I face you

I just can feel the coldness

I have forgotten the warmness from my childhood 

I wished I could turn back the time where you gave me the warmness and brightness

Now 

There is no way for you to give me the same feelings

Maybe I should just forget about the feelings

I can't say this in front of you because I know that you won't understand the feelings I had now

If I say it out

I'm sure that once again I will fall into disappointment 

I hope you will stay like this because my smile could never returned again

My smile have disappeared in front of you

Mom

FEELINGS ～キモチ～

Just like this

I'm here from a far place

Always thinking of you 

Always smile for you

I know that it's hard to reach you

I know it maybe impossible for me

But I still want to reach your hands

The hands that full of warmness

The eyes that full of brightness and kindness

I believe that one day I could hold your hands and see your eyes closely

And continue to fall in love with you

I will always believe in myself 

That I could be by your side 

This love will live until the end of my life

My heart is always beats faster whenever I think of you

When I see your picture 

Unconsciously I smiled

I always wish

I will be the person who can let you feel the love

I'll find you...

I'll reach you...

I'll love you...

このまま
あたしがここで遠い場所から
君をいつも思って
いつも笑って
君に届けるのは難しいことを知っているのに
無理かもしれないのに
でもやっぱり君の手を感じたい
その暖かいの手
その輝いて優しいの目
あたし信じるいつかその手を掴む それに近くに君の目が見る
続ける君と恋に落ちる
いつも自分に信じる
あたしは君の側にいることができる
この恋はず生きています あたしいないの日まで
君が思ってる時　胸がどきどきする
写真を見る時
無意識にあたしは微笑んました
あたしいつも望み
あたしは君の愛を感じさせることができる人になる
探してる...
届ける...
愛してる...