GRADUATED

I have graduated! 
SPM already finished
Finally
I can spread out my wings and fly toward my dream
Very soon
I definitely will meet you
Because of you
I can keep chasing my dream
Thank you.
No matter how many thank you I said
I just feel that it's not enough
So
I will be there and meet you
If that time has arrived
Please be my friend
It will be enough for me by staying at your side
I really hope that I can meet you soon.

DO MY BEST

SPM, still has 32 days left
I can do it
Yes,
I definitely will do it
after this, I can move step by step to the real future
If I want to meet them
I must be strong no matter what
This is the only chance for me to meet them
In my heart
I really want to meet them more than anyone
がんばります！
今も、これからも、ずっと
みんなのこと守ってきます
だってみんなわは私の一番大事な人たちですから
Yosh!
I will do my best best best best !
Thank you 私から君たちへ

笑って、きっと大丈夫だよ

笑って、きっと大丈夫だよ。
It's okay, It's okay
I always said this word everytime I feel sad or angry with something
This is life
There are many things that make us feel sad, happy or even angry
but it's okay
because I've made a promise with myself that never to relay on the other people
Even the people that nearest to me
This life is just between me and the world
I'm sure that this life has something good in it
That's why I must to believe it
Someday
I'm sure I will be happy 
Thank you
Life

JUST LIKE THIS

Just like this
Chasing for my dream
Nothing to worry about
Straightly walk on the path
And feel the joy of dream
Just a little bit
And definitely will get the dream
In the middle of the darkness
It must be a brightness in there
Believe it
Brightness will shows the way out
And changes into a warm light
The whole life will full of blossom
Just like a heart will have its love
Meaning to continue the life
Lighten the burden on shoulder
And definitely will feel the joy of this wonderful life

LIFE IS A GIFT

A word "Life"

What do you think is it for?

Now I've realize that life is an important thing

It's a gift from SOMEONE 

This life was really fun if you have a target on it

Maybe there're something that cause us happy or sad

But without that feelings,

Will you appreciate your life?

Will you become more stronger?

We have improved ourselves day by day

Don't you realize it?

Trust me,

Life really is a fun thing

It is really short too

Well,

It's destiny for us to be born and die

We know that no matter what we do

At last we still need to die

But why we still keep living?

Until now I still finding the reason

Although I don't have the answer

But one thing that I'm sure is 

LIFE IS WONDERFUL

100%の勇気

There is no the word "give up" in my dream

I have chosen this path from the start

So I will never turn back again

No matter what happen

I will still continue walk this path

Because this path important for me

I wish that I can success to achieve this dream

I have 1 month 29 days 1 hour 52 minutes left 

After that,

I'm going to tell everything about my dream to my parents

I hope that they could understands how I feel

I'm 100% sure that they will make an objection

And I will try 100% of my best to convince them too

To make them change their minds

Hope everything will turns well after the time passed

I really wish that they can say out the word "yes"

Because...

This is MY LIFE!

MESSAGE

I was searching on the web just now.

Incidentally, I saw a girl posted that she want to study abroad but her parents doesn't agree. She has the same problems as me. Just because we are the youngest? I know that our parents are protect us because it's dangerous outside there and they don't want us to be hurt but have they think about our feelings? Lose and win is LIFE. I'm not saying that they were wrong but something just not right about it. If this continues, they will ruin our dreams. They don't understand how much this dream really important to us. I feel like this life not belongs to me but belong to them.

Mom & Dad: (Please use your HEART to read) 

I always wished that you can let me chase my dream. I just want you to believe and trust me no matter what is my decision. Please...please...please... no matter how many times I said the word the result still will be the same?

YOU ARE FAILED WHEN YOU STOP TRYING

Last Friday,
Our principle had taught us 
Not to give up on our self 
I think I have the same thought with him
He said that
"For example, this student ( that's me) what's your name? 
I answered "My name is Celine".
He continued his speech
"Okay, for example Celine has keeps study but she always failed on her exam.
But does she knows that God had set up that she will success if she try for 100 times?"
If she keeps trying until for 99 times and give up then she will failed forever."
Then he had given us some advice
"You are failed when you stop trying"
So I have learned this from my principle
I will keep this word in my heart
And I will never stop trying!
Never and ever stop trying!
Thank you so much, Sir

TIME PASSED

Time passed
My dream getting near to me
But at the same time I feel the fear
What will happen?
If I keep walking my path?
But no matter what happen
I will defend this dream
I just can say that I'm sorry
I believe in myself
I know I can do it
No matter what you say
I will never give up
Because this is the most important thing in my life
Finally I found the reason
To keep living in this world
I don't want to keep dreaming
I want to make it come true

JUST ONCE...

Please don't think that

I never think of you and the others

Before I made my decision

I always think of everyone around me

When I made this decision

I have always remind myself to stand at everyone position and think

And I don't want to cause any trouble to anyone

But at the same time 

I want to make my dream come true

That's the most hardest time for me

I hope that they trust me and 

Please don't keep worrying me too much 

Just because I am the youngest in this family

I also have something that I wanted to do

Life just once

I don't even want to miss a little part of my dream

Please... 

Just once...

PERSIST

To defend this dream
I need to be strong
Although I will hurt someone
I'm going to take this step
For my future
For my happiness
For my life
I know it going to happen
I swear that I will make my dream come true
Maybe there's someone thinks that my dream won't come true
"If you never try, you'll never know"
can't you be more open-minded?
Because I need that
Maybe my dream small like a dot or even smaller than a dot
But it was perfect for me
I will persist until I get my dream

FOLLOW MY DREAM

I'm very sure of my choice
I have 100% confident with that
I have no regret 
I believe in my dream
Because I have think of it over and over
I just know that I can trust this dream
So 
Please trust me
As I trust myself
I am sure that 
I can make you proud of me
I will bear the consequences
Will not let you worry about me
I know myself well more than anyone
I know what I want
I'm not hasty when I choose this path
I have think of it for a long time
And at last 
I have decided to choose this path

A WORD "YES"

All I need is a word "YES" from you
For me that is the best gift ever
Don't worry
I'll be fine
It is time for me
To fulfill my dream
I can't wait any longer
Because I have waited for many years
And
I can't even wait for another minute
I want to "expand my wings"
And be more and more sparkle
I HAVE A BIG DREAM
My dream is very important to me
Maybe for you
It's just a little tiny dream
For me
It was priceless dream

DEFEND

You know?
I began think that life is short
I am born in this world because of myself
I am for myself
Not for anyone
Me is just me
I wondering how my past life look like?
Am I happy? Or maybe sad
No matter how was my past life look like
In this life I still need to move on
And I will make sure that 
I will be happy in this life
Even I need to "fight"
I am so sorry 
Because this is my life 
So I need to defend my dream
No matter how hard it will be

MY LIFE IS MY DREAM

My life is my dream
No dream means no life
I can do this 
Trust me okay?
If you believe in me 
That enough for me
The most I wanted is your trust 
If you trust me 
The trusty in my heart will become 1000 times
It is not easy for me to find my dream
I remembered 
when I was in elementary school
The teacher was asking me 
What I want to be in my future?
I answered her "i want to be a nurse just like my mother."
When I entered middle school 
Teacher asked again
And I still answered her like the way I did in elementary school
But this time I doubt
That time I started think
"Is that really my dream?"
I started think and think
It almost took me one year to think of it
And finally I have found the answer
At the moment I found the answer
I just know that I want to be a PATISSIERE
Then I started searching for the school for PATISSIERE 
"Le Cordon Bleu - Daikanyama, Tokyo"
It appeared on my laptop screen 
That's why 
The first thing appear in my mind when my alarm rang
I told myself
"You can do it! You want to enter that school right! So you must go to school! "
Because of the words 
I can stand until now

LIFE IS SHORT

Please let me make my dream come true

I will definitely make you proud of me

I had chosen this path 

I will never let it go

I have been waiting for so many years

Just because of this dream

My life is

"Happiness is a thing that money can't buy"

I hope that you can understand

Sometime I think

That money is really that important?

For you, maybe YES

But for me the most important is happiness

I don't want to have any regret in this life

Life is really short

Please let me do things that I like

I'm ready to face any challenges that might be happen in future

Please don't worry about me

I already grown up

And I know myself well

みんなに会いたい

Please wait for me

I promise that I will find you guys

I wanted to meet you guys 

When that time have arrived

Please be my friends

So

Please wait for me

I'll definitely find a way to meet you guys

みんなに会いたい

This is the first time in my life 

I wanted to meet them so badly

I love the voices

I love the ways they work together

I love the ways they care each other

And they look like a happy family 

Although they are not blood-related

So 

I had made up my mind

I will find a way to meet you guys

BE UNDERSTAND

Every child have their own life and story
Some might be full of smile and some might be full of tears
But I doesn't know which life I belong to
Should I smile or cry?
I really hope that they will support me
But how?
I don't get it
Don't they know that I live for this dream?
The reason that I still alive maybe because of my dream
Don't they know that my dream is my life?
I have a lot of question to ask them
I couldn't ask any question to them
But at the same time I couldn't let go my dream
If I let go 
My life will become worthless, useless and meaningless
I hope 
Someday they can understand my feelings
And 
I hope they can open their mind for me

PLEASE LET ME BE MORE FREELY

Is it really hard to reach my dream?
I don't know why they always prevent me to reach my dream
I wanted to be more independent
But I didn't have a chance 
It is because they too protect me?
Because I am the youngest in my family?
That why I don't want to be the youngest
It felt like a bird in a cage
I want to see the world
I have myself confident with it
I wanted to go there
I always wanted to go there
I understand that they love me
But they can't protect me forever
I have my own dream that i want to make it come true
Please let me be more freely and be confident with me
I won't let they down
I definitely will make them proud of me

COURAGE

Ya, 

I know this dream need a lot of courages

So that it can survive

I hope everyone that by my side 

Can understand

How much this dream mean to me

I feel like if I couldn't make it come true

I will become worthless person

This dream has guided me until now

If I haven't realised this dream on that time

I think I will become a person with no goal in life

I will feel happy 

As long this dream near to me

BELIEVE

I'll definitely turn my dream into reality
It gonna be really hard
Thus
I'll try my best 
No
I must do my best
I believe that everyone are
Trying their best to make their dream come true
I will never lose to all problems that gonna happen in future
I choose this path 
I won't regret it
Maybe some people thinks that 
I won't able to success
I never listen to them
For now
I just need to believe my dream
And follow no matter where is it going
This is my dream
I choose to believe it...

WRISTWATCH AND EIFFEL TOWER

Eiffel Tower, Paris, France

Wristwatch and Eiffel Tower

Just like I'm waiting for this two things

Time passed and my dream getting nearer and nearer

#I think I've fallen in love with Eiffel Tower XD 

PROMISE

I will make a promise to myself
That I will become a world Professional Pâtissière
Just like my idol here... Sadaharu Aoki-san ^^

Bonjour! XD
Enchanté　^^  あなた作ったのsweets大好きだった！ღ

THIS IS MY DREAM

I will never ever give up
Because I knew that this is my dream
I knew
This is the dream that 
I had searched for a long time
And finally I had found it
It might be a lot of challenges that 
I must go through
I just can't forget it no matter what 
THIS IS MY DREAM
I have to make it come true 
With my own hands
I need to protect my dream
Never let it get hurt
I will hold it tight and
Never let it go
I proud that I had this dream

LITTLE BY LITTLE

Little by little 

I am fulfilling my dream

It might be hard from the start 

But I still need to bear on it

"You can't have a rainbow, without a little rain"

Someday everyone got to go through the rain 

And the rain is not an ordinary rain

That rain will stay for a long time

Until the day 

You can see the rainbow

After you have the rainbow

It's mean that 

It's time for you to make it come true

AWAKEN DREAM

Dream,
Not a thing that would come with their own
Everyone have to search for their own dream
I know 
There is a dream in everyone hearts 
They just haven't realize it 
Because 
The dreams still sleeping deeply in their hearts
Someday this dreams will awake
And they will know 
How much that the dreams mean to them
I just know it 
Because my important dream had awaken
And now I am trying very hard to make it more and more sparkle
One day,
I will make my dream the most sparkle dream in the world

I HAVE A DREAM

I once had a dream

On the throny road of life

This dream will always protected me

And give me courage

Has been very interesting

Although sometimes have to go through difficult things

But I still could not stop to chasing this dream

I have a dream

And I believe this dream will help me

Getting more and more intense to this world

Where i’ve wanted to stop

The time now is gradually opened up

Right now freely

Hovering in the sky forever freely

I will fly higher

Will be free to raise my dream

My heart will understand

No matter how many difficulties encountered

I do not give up

My dream

LIFE

Life,

What do you think about life?

From the start, I thought that life is painful

Doesn't understand what's life for

But now,

I know that everyone are here for a reason

Everyone have something to do in their life

For me,

I have something important to do

And I need to make it come true

No matter what...